Not in the running
But this rain is nothing new to me anyway
I see my reflection
No where near who I should be
The spirit is willing but
The anchors of my flesh still hold me down
With every distraction
I lose more of who I should be
Had many time to try
Before i realized
The flaws in my desgin
May have led me to ask why
Why'd you make me so weak?
I tried but I'm incomplete
Is this all there is?
All there is to me?
How many chances
At redemption do i think i'll ever get
Keep changign my rythems for a shot at somethign more
Miracles happen
So why do I feel like I'm being left behind
It's still in my nature
To look for what I can't find
Is this all there is?
Is this all there is to me
I should be all better now
This is all there is to me
I can pick myself up again
Is this all there is?
I hope that one day I will make a stand
But right now
This is all there is to me
No matter how i dream
I will never be good and pray
Cuz right now this is all there is to me
Yea right now this is all there is to me