this feeling haunts me. behind these eyes, the shell seems so empty. does anything live inside? i want to live. i wish i was dead. i don't even want to think i'm stuck here. and i know it. i don't want to see. make me close my eyes. i want to live. i wish i was dead. i look in your eyes and see it's always this way. live the lie and take a dive just to make it die. i've just got to close my eyes. i've got to close my eyes. i've got to close my eyes.