Miss you but I'm not supposed to
Crying, no, but very close to
And wishing things were how they used to be
I know I shouldn't think about you
and be content to live without you
and let it be
I keep fighting for direction
In this world I helped create
Would I've gotten just as lost
had I left it up to fate
Would I've kept my innocense
and feared the naked truth
Would I've lived a battered life
Without you?
Did I love the worn, torn rooms
and the whispered words of life
Did I love to touch with shaking hands
Scars left my a knife
Did I love all the things that taught me
How to question why
The passion and the drama
and the way you made me cry
Was it all of these things
Or maybe none of the above
Was I crazy, or just in love?
Chorus
In Dilemma...
Baby all you have to do
is tell me you have changed this time
I keep losing my direction
in this world I helped create
I fear I've gotten lost and now
I won't be able to escape
But maybe I don't really want to
and maybe when push comes to shove
Maybe I'm not so crazy
I'm just in love