A compulsion to fight, compassion for pain
A thorn in my gut and a nail in my brain
An obsession for fire, a thriving to burn
The drugs are not working, I'm starting to turn
A burning desire, an itching obsession
To feel so much comfort in living depression
My burning eyes have scorched your heart
My destructive touch has ripped you apart
With a gift of hate
I'm gonna twist your fate
Animosity floods
It's in my blood
In my blood
A compulsion to drink, a cure for the pain
A thorn in my mind and a cloud in my brain
A severe need for sleep, I've been awake through these years
The drugs are not working, awake to the fears
A painful display of self-tortured hate
And self-pity pain from the world I create
My decisions are wrong, put me behind bars
You can't pull me out, just show me your scars