I'm holding the door open to see through
how about you
I'm tired of waiting for the comfort of pleasure down below
I've had enough
I take the back routes
I know my way
don't tell me how
I'll figure it out
this is harder then you think
Your picture lingers in the mirror
I know your past
my feelings blinded by the future of sex gone bad
I got you off before we started
you're way too fast
don't tell me how I'll finish you now
this is harder then you think
You're not upset this time
you're only freaking out on me
the future's way too far ahead and memories all I've got
instead of all those things I said to you were lies to get you naked
to admit it's all your fault that you were wrong
I can't pretend anymore with my heart on the floor
and my feelings bursting out the seams
I won't try one more time
cause I'll die in my mind
and my confidence is spilling out the sides
it's spilling out the sides