The walls inside my heart are bleeding
I tell you this because I'm leaving
opportunity comes at the worst time and place
it creeps up from behind and puts you in your place
a roller coaster of pain is running through my mind
I think about the day I leave all of the time
Disillusions of former self are running through my head
nowhere to go but back from here
no rearview mirror to show the way you came
I can't be held accountable for things upon your past
I can't expect to live with you if you want things to last
You and me we can't foresee who will be the last one
and things will never be the way they seem until I'm back in action
The thoughts inside my head are twisted
with no respect for future wishes
the days gone by have come too fast
you're a part of my future like a part of my past
if you don't look down then things will be alright
anticipation comes and I'm gone for the night