Why do I have to endure this trial?
Why must I be subjected to this test?
Why can't it be easier to follow you?
You say you're with me, but I'm not sure
Why don't you rescue me from my loneliness?
I feel so alone, Lord…
Why aren't You here?
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These violent attacks against my soul
They flop me around like a rag doll
And make me wish, Lord, that I'd never chosen to follow you
But Lord, You know that that ain't true
You know how much that I love you
So please help me down this road I'm travelin' on
I toss and turn
In the depths of my despair
I open my eyes to see
But no light comes in
It's cold and dark
There's nothin' to satisfy me
My soul is starving
There's no food for me in sight