Look at how far I've come
These past few months
Just for the credit
To get spread to everyone
My hard work
Reward well deserved but
They all love the attention
And if you look at me
You might think I was doing so well
He must be so happy
But they don't know
The stress that wears me
Down, down, down
There are some things coming up
Well each one of them I'm so desperately scared of
And these were my goals from the start
But I never thought I'd get this far
I cross those bridges when they come
But I'm moving so slowly
What am I hiding from?
So maybe I have to close my eyes
And take a step
Where I am
Is exactly where I planned
I swear that I'm ready this time
With nobody on my back to mess with my mind
I'm all alone but that's how I like it now
I've learned to not feel down
When I'm being myself
'Cause they'll always have something else to say
To bring me down
Where I am
Is exactly where I planned
I'm still the same
There's nothing that can make that change