Always wanted to be another one than me
Always wanted to be not that what you see
I keep on hurting me there I will never reach that
I struggle the conceal trying to get glad
A mirror in mind - reflecting another one
Words through black veil - unloading the sun
Through all my weakness I found force
I reached uniqueness theres no remorse
Weeping - sticking the head into the sand
I longed for someone to show me the end
Tried to find god in my weakest days
I finnally found that it is me to raise