I dare to remember
The echoes and embers
Are heavy on my mind
The pictures are broken
The front door is open
The scars are left behind
Tables turn, your words - they burn
They're leaving me undone
I flinch and shake until I break
I swear to god
For once, could you just heal me
Just really heal me
I've been drowning in a sea
Of trying to please you
It's all I'll ever be
It's all I ever knew
I try to be me
But I'm turning into you
Music is hurting
The drugs aren't working
The walls come crashing down
A mental rejection
My insurrection
It's crawling back somehow
Tables turn, these words - they burn
I never should have come
I flinch and shake until I break
I swear to god
For once, could you just heal me
No really, heal me
I've been drowning in a sea
Of trying to please you
It's all I'll ever be
It's all I ever knew
I try to be me
But I'm turning into you
Turning into you
I'm not how I used to be
I'm changing 'cause of you
I'm screaming just to breathe
It's all that I can do
I try to be me
But I'm turning into you
Turning into you
Any more, find a way
Any more, find a way to there
It's all that I can see
It's all that I can do
I try to be me
But I'm turning into you
I've been drowning in a sea
Of trying to please you
It's all I'll ever be
It's all I ever knew
I try to be me
But I'm turning into you
Turning into you
I'm not how I used to be
I'm changing 'cause of you
I'm screaming just to breathe
It's all that I can do
I try to be me
But I'm turning into you
Turning into you
Turning into you