Staggering the paths of depression
A self-hatred driven way
Self-worth brought into question
Isolation begun of hate
I wait in fear of the darkest day
And beg questions into the unknown
Exiled by the horror of an ending life
Mental collapse, devolve
Death seems fitting to me
Often I face these demons
And every time they've won
Frustration kicks in to the turbulance
Betray myself from within
Give yourself to the masters of pain
Look within and see depression reign
Give in to the nightmare of wasted years
Life is broken down by the darkest fears
Padded cell demotion
All human rights denied
Caged within these walls
But I still can't escape my mind
Strapped up tight in this prison of pain
Left to deny this basic urge
Still left free to look within
And dwell on the sins of the past
My will cannot be contained
I will be free once again to rule
Bloodied havok left in my wake
You shall not live thru the animal rage
The beast shall once again, stalk the night
(solo: querruel)
(chorus)
Sometimes, I hide, living in a life denied
At one with me, the basis of insanity
Proves to me - This wasted youth
Bleed on me -I'm forever living thru
Darkness - From the shadows I hide
Consumed - By a world of lies
Hatred - Of what I'm living thru
Binding me and you
Darkness - In the black I reign
Consumed - By intolerable pain
Hatred - The knife I stick it thru
Bleeding me to you
Eternity denies my death
Darkness - From the shadows I hide
Consumed - By a world of lies
Hatred - Of what I'm living thru
Binding me and you
Darkness - In the black I reign
Consumed - By intolerable pain
Hatred - The knife I stick it thru
Bleeding me to you
Eternity denies my death
Here I lay amongst earthly remains
Dismembered victims of my life of sin
Behold my blunt force after-effect
Massacred bodies, and a smell of death
I will be unbound once more
Free to unleash my vengeful hate
Silently stalking my victim of choosing
Another soul to devastate
Soon to re-unite with my bride of death
Her shallow grave never unearthed
Even if within these walls I die
No one is safe for I shall rise
I am eternal
They say I'm insane so they lock me in a cage
Your life is but a moment before my eyes
I will become the ressurected, I will live beyond my death
Another collection of bodies I shall amass
In death
I thrive
Ending a life extends mine
The blood
I crave
Allows me to cheat the fuckin grave