My soul simply won't bleed
Coal blackened walls surround my scene
Hardened, callous I've been stung by bees
Forfeited courage keeps me in need
And I need your soul in black, trust you rape and left me to see
My soul attacked it's innocence deaf and dumb I cant hear the shit been preached to me
Losses I count, you rip through from my mind and take my thoughts from me
My mind, my space inside I'm lost replaced bliss with catastrophy
Heaven sends to you the seed
My mind receives and accepts deceit
My acceptance sometimes disturbing
my appearance shows no sympathy
And I need your soul in black, trust you rape and left me to see
My soul attacked it's innocence deaf and dumb I cant hear the shit been preached to me
Losses I count, you rip through from my mind and take my thoughts from me
My mind, my space inside I'm lost replaced bliss with catastrophy
Me in this state of mind
My balance off balance but I push through
This dark time
I lay awake at night my body trembles
Wrapped with vines
Each tie that binds represents another
Dream demise
Oh fuck I need a handle in my life
I know that there is no escape for me
This sweating I don