It's cold outside tonight
And where is she
She's hiding from herself again
Cutting deep into her pale skin
Is her only medicine
She's blaring music to drown the sounds
Of her own sobs
She looks into the mirror again
The mirror again
Be strong
She tells herself
Listen to this song
She screams
With tears running right down her face
Like water falls into oceans
I cant go on
She cant go on like this
Not like this
Its warming up outside
But not inside of her
The bitter chill of lifes uncertanties
Is wearing at her empty soul
But she hides her life of desperation
With smiles and lies
But at the same time she is praying
For suicide