How did we end up getting here, the lowest of the low?
I've sunk below the bottom, past my breaking point
So sick of feeling mistreated
Out of luck and out of hope
I can't break free from the troubles in my mind
Like chains around my head killing me inside
I can't respond to my mistakes without a trace of disappointment
I can't let go and I won't let go because I'm scared of what I'll really find
There was beauty in those moments
But it's shadowed by my plastic smile
What's wrong with me? I can't pretend to be happy
I feel the guilt overcoming me
Feel depression trying to retake me
Feel my pride get washed away
I hope you're happy now, your smile is hiding more than me
You're not alone, but you're lonely
You think you got it all worked out
But you're running from the truth and I can tell that those doubtful eyes
Are full of shit that you can't forget
You can't forgive yourself
Nowhere to go, nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
Are you happy now? Don't waste your time
Your smile can't hide your misery anymore
You're not better than me