i wonder why i'm so afraid, i'm so afraid of everything
i wonder why i'm so ashamed, i'm so ashamed
did they really have to ask if i was the real thing?
did they really have to laugh at me?
and i notice
somethings will never be clear
and i know this
but i'm still waiting in fear
all i want is something to make me feel real
break down the walls and melt away this flesh i can't feel
raise the bar and open these doors that lock me inside me room
with nothing else to do but wait for you
i wonder why i'm not the same, i'm not the same as the rest of them
i wonder why i go insane, wish i was seen like the rest of them
did they really have to go and push me down?
i wonder why i'm yet to hit ground
and i notice
domethings will never be clear
and i know this
but i'm still waiting in fear
all i want is something to make me feel real
break down the walls and melt away this flesh i can't feel
raise the bar and open these doors that lock me inside me room
with nothing else to do but wait for you
sometimes i ask myself if i will ever be cured
will i open up and step out in the world?
and i notice
somethings will never be clear
and i know this
but i'm still waiting in fear
all i want is something to make me feel real
break down the walls and melt away this flesh i can't feel
raise the bar and open these doors that lock me inside me room
with nothing else to do but wait for you