I think I should go back on the chemicals again
Everything I do feels so tedious and mundane
I have everything I've ever wanted so I don't know why
Sometimes there are days when all I wanna do is die
Sometimes it feels like the night will never end
Sometimes it feels like despair is my only friend
Sometimes when the sky is blue all I feel is rain
Sometimes I feel nothing at all but phantom pain
Phantom pain
It's a dark road I take, crossing Rubicon
Just like Leda I lie in the embrace of the unholy swan
Can't put a brave face on my inertia any longer
I can't live this masquerade no more
Sometimes it feels like the night will never end
Sometimes it feels like darkness is my only friend
Sometimes when the sky is blue all I feel is rain
Sometimes I feel nothing at all but phantom pain
Phantom pain
Sometimes I feel nothing at all but phantom pain
Sometimes I feel nothing at all but phantom pain