I had an illusion of separation
made me run to you for clarification
your fingers are red and violence is blue
bittersweet reminder of my life with you
If you had a lesson I think I learned it
I built a bridge you went and burned it
tore me apart and left me for dead
I joined the monstArs under the bed."
"When I fall asleep you are my nightmare
but strangely I feel safe to know you're out there
the further I go the smaller you seem
irksome little splinter inside my dream
kick me when i'm down with no justification
cowards lash out when there's no retaliation
words may have stung but like the honey bee
you left yourself in me
I was on the edge and then you pushed me
poisoning my blood with sweet toxicity
girls are a drug men can be dogs
i'll leave the prince and go with the frogs
did I say frog I mean the real men
but ive been warped by crime & punishment
I bear the scars of your cruelty
hit me with the bass
I'm a junkie