I am bound to my chains as you all are. I carry the weight that codifies the very essence of who I am. One thing is for certain, consciousness. Our consciousness is the key to break the paradigm of our minds, but lacking the awareness of ones own fallible nature, potentially causes the deconstruction of our very being. These things that we call demons are part of our subconscious. They take pleasure in the torment and have us standing in the remains.
Sometimes I feel like losing all I have and making a brand new day
each time I run away I'm always there coming back and facing.
These problems they come and go,
but the anger remains as I lay in my remains.
You tried to make me feel
as if I'm never going to change
so I have to be this way.
Now you see look what you've done to me
Taking control of me
I gotta let you go
If you walked out my life
I won't give a fuck
I won't give a fuck.
Why do you always persist to piss me off I can't take this
Inside my head there's fire burning and burning
Burning I'm turning away the feelings
I can't deal with the sorrow
Burrowed the pain from my past
All the cuts from the glass won't tempt me anymore.
Now you see look what you've done to me
Taking control of me
I gotta let you go
If you walked out my life
I won't give a fuck
I won't give a fuck.
Look at my reflection, can't see my face
Where am I going? And am I too late?
So this thing that's in me, will it ever leave?
So I can change myself and it's dangerous
That this stranger just won't leave me
Till I get a chance to face it
I must replace and retrace my steps
And if I ever get a way to push away the bad dreams
Will I ever see the daylight just as much?
As I did, when I was a kid everything I did
I tried my fuckin' best
You make me sick get out of me I just can't take this at all.
You tried to make me feel
as if I'm never going to change
so I have to be this way.