Don't you dare to judge me
You were not there,
You wouldn't understand
I was alone, there was no one on my side
The lights went off
My instincts kicked in
And it began
No freedom to choose
Nothing left to lose
Sanity away without leaving
No today
No tomorrow
For me it's too late
To escape the horror
Turn away
Drowning in self pity
Go your way
Leave me here
All by myself
First I was uncertain
I didn't know what I should do
Then I closed my eyes
Gave in to my emotion
Shut down my brain
Let my heart take the lead
Then I turned back
No freedom to choose
Nothing left to lose
Sanity away without leaving
No today
No tomorrow
For me it's too late
To escape the horror
Turn away
Drowning in self pity
Go your way
Leave me here
All by myself
No more false direction
I alone decide
Fighting for tomorrow
For what I believe is right