I sit on the swing and I attempt to fly
I look into the Sky and allow myself to cry
Crying feels so good, better then it should
I'm washing my fears away
Breaking into tears feels just like a scape
there's nothing but me, myself and the Sky
And the wind gently touches me
Like you haven't in a while
Even when you're close, you seem far away
So why is it that when you're gone
I wish you would stay
I'm trapped in feeling of nostalgia from 20 years ago
Back then you seemed to love me
Right now you never show
Back then I felt you loved me
Now I don't really know
I wish you'd love me and showed me you do
Stayed with me but not just because you have to
Want you to need me like I need you
Want to be good enough for you
All those years that I've wasted
Trying to be someone else
that you're proud of
In the end you discarded me
'cause I'm not part of your dreams
Even when you're close, you seem far away
So why is it that when you're gone
I wish you would stay
I'm trapped in feeling of nostalgia from 20 years ago
Back then you seemed to love me
Right now you never show
Back then I felt you loved me
Now I don't really know
You say that you're proud of me
But I know that you're not
Pretend to accept me
'cause I'm not all that you've got
I wish you? d give me shelter
Not crocodile tears
Although you know that I need you
You never want me near
Even when you're close, you seem far away
Even when you're close, you seem far away
Back then you seemed to love me
Right now you never show
Back then I felt you loved me
Now I don't really know
I sit on the swing and I attempt to fly
I look into the Sky and allow myself to cry
Crying feels so good, better then it should
I'm washing my fears away