I've been hurting inside for too long.
I've reached a point of no return
You meant so much to me
You were all I could see
Wish I could stay
Wish I could learn
What do I do when you're gone?
When you finally fade away
How do I cope with the regret of things I wish I didn't say
How do I get rid of the guilt of things I wish I didn't do.
You had me later than the two.
Wish I wasn't one of the few who
Deserve this.
I love you
Is it my fault if I'm true to you.
Am I wrong about that as well
Two years in here gave me hell.
Thinking about you everyday
Doesn't get rid of the pain
Of Being alone in this place people call home
Unable to think about anything else
Except for you and well
How you mean so much to me
Tied down I can't be set free
I want you to know I'm sorry if I couldn't fulfill what you thought I could do
What I'm capable of and what I've been through
Can't deny or hide this past
Everything that I've amassed
Trying not to cast you aside
Cause I'm hurting inside
Wish I could break down and cry
But I guess I'm falling to pieces and I'm not gonna lie
I've been hurting inside for too long.
I've reached a point of no return
You meant so much to me
You were all I could see
Wish I could stay
Wish I could learn
I don't know what love is never felt it
I'm not asking for you and your judgement
All my life I spend thinking about it when all that I should've been doing was push it
aside from all the emotion
That you feel cause I want to control it
And all that you ever really think about
Is the person you thought you could have been but now
That don't mean a single thing
as long as you have loads of shit to bring
for all the much deserved miss you're in
Keep it shut! No wait let it ring.
Don't speak another word at least the night everybody gets a sound sleep once in a while
Cause we got Demons keepin us up all night Your ghosts and fears don't cut the line
You don't fucking know me don't fucking try to control me if you knew the horrors that bore me
Everyday is a movie you would know the damage it would do to me even after all that would clue me.
About how close I was to the top looking down at that 1 foot drop not a big deal not really ever was can't really feel anything because of the words they would speak keep making me weak want your head on a Pike they'd keep hurting complaining about what I admired and liked
I ain't stopping I'll keep talking you can go take a hike won't stop ranting won't stop raving bitch make me drop the mic.
I've been hurting inside for too long.
I've reached a point of no return
You meant so much to me
You were all I could see
Wish I could stay
Wish I could learn