Sitting here
Feeling like a villian
Yeah we're never going prison
But we're tryna make a killing
And they're hoping that I'm next,
I'm just tryna get my vision clear
Won't get into specs so they wonder why I sit and stare
It's cos I'm driven;
I ain't chilling but I live in fear
I drop a tune then I always go missing
You would think I'm a magician,
'cos I never fail to disappear
I flow sick, I'll be getting better in a year... yeah.
Can you hear me Jasmine?
Would you let me in?
Can you hear me Jasmine....
Jasmine.
I've got a lot of new flows, I ain't finished here
They say I'm moving too slow, should I switch the gear?
Na I'm just tryna get a grip, but I'm slipping here
With deep thoughts, peeps walk, but I'm swimming here
It's been a year since I dropped a mixtape
Since then man a lot of things changed
Thoughts going round man I gotta think straight
I've been fooling around, made a lot of mistakes
And I wanna ditch fate
cos they say that it's bait, I'm supposed to fail
They thought I'd either be dead, or I'd go to jail
Or posting bail
No hope in us
This for my brothers that are on the road posted up
A young male, I'm hoping I can deliver
I'm hoping I keep going and show them I'm not a quitter
I'm sowing the seeds, hoping we grow and only get bigger
I'm prone to defeat, hoping I show them that I'm a winner
But it's far from something fun when you gotta contend with stresses
And hard to be number one when you're constantly second guessing
But know I'm forever pressing - don't sit in defeat
Cos I'm tryna create something that's bigger than me
It's like, everybody's watching me
And my soul's lost to me
Feeling low, constantly
Even though I feed them hope, I see the most nonsense
See it's tesco value vodka
cos they're taking cheap shots at me
Need to see a doctor please
It's deep
But I just take my time
You can feel my soul
As I spray my lines
And I hate my phone, I should change my line's
Airplane mode, some say I'm fly
But I've changed my goals, tryna grace the sky
and my brain has frozen, that's the reason why
I don't answer my phone, I just pass 'em the tone, work hard at my goals
tryna change these lives.