stand up, look down, breath in as you find out
theres a part blood, part machine
my old self on the floor asleep
and its plugged into the outlet on the wall
so there won't be a struggle here at all
all in, bend down, step back as you hear a sound
its a wheezing breath that is running out
and its causing me to have my doubts
if I can't take life that used to be my own
then I'll probably never ever ever go home
so I'll leave you sleeping on the floor alone
and I'll leave a blanket so you aren't cold
but I'll probably never ever ever go
never ever ever go home
all this time and all this waiting
I tried and tried but never faded
I filled the room and totally lost it
I dug my grave but buried no bodies
but buried all my long lost grudges
I bent my knees and wiped my smudges
and realized letting go is really all thats left to this
an elephant never forgets
but an elephant it can forgive
the life I'm taking is a life I don't wanna live
so I'll leave you sleeping on the floor alone
and I'll grab a blanket so you aren't cold
but I'll probably never ever ever go
never ever ever go home