I'm here between two ways
i wanna escape and runaway
to pay for my mistakes
oh God, take me home now
surrounding by my regrets
it reminds of all my secrets
and you, can you hear me?
i know, you remember
my all faults
the reason why we don't carry on
my dad said to me this is not my history
but i felt so numb,
enough to want to jump
nothing can stop me, i run away
to pay for all my mistakes
to shake my thoughts away
i spoke in my head
i told myself your name
then i forget, forget all the shame
this town is killing me
i can't believe what is in front of me
Oh God, take me home now
so sick of living
watching people sharing their feelings
and how many times i, i used
to be strong but i was wrong?
i need safety in your caring arms
the sky's over me, searching for a chance to live
but i'm in heel
my faith will need your help
nothing can stop me, i run away
to pay for all my mistakes
to shake my thoughts away
i spoke in my head
i told myself your name
then i forget, forget all the shame
stop and fix, the picture of my life
to say, to say goodbye