Teen Suicide - Doing All the Things I Used to Do With People, Pt. 2 Lyrics

Stay in bed
sometimes turning to my right
until i close my eyes.
This is not a song about sleep or death
It's about something much smaller and paler than
I'm not going to show it to my friends
Cause when I came home
I'd lost thirty something pounds
I didn't leave my bed
I threw up in a bathroom
in baltimore
before dancing with a girl
I'll probably never talk to again
we won't be friends.

And I won't be nice to anyone
because I don't see why i should.
I don't see the point
I won't get clean
for the rest of my life.
I won't be nice.