I got some thoughts that cannot go away
Feel like I'm gon' be forever in pain
I am two seconds away from just putting ten shots in my brain, I am nothing
But I'm still dugging, these labels, they want me to work with they budget
I don't even care 'bout a deal at this point, I got shit going on, I can't recover from it
They all in my head and they all want me dead
All these demons inside me, they want me to end
Can't blame nobody 'cause I let 'em in
Now they trapped in my body and they always win
Living a house that's surrounded by sin
Everywhere that I turn, I'm reminded of him
I take the xanax and chase it with gin
Wanna sleep like forever, never wake again