I just turned 26 and she is 23
She wore a crusifix but never preached at me
We'd stay up all the night until the day was dead
I got the fear of God inside my broken head
Wanna fly away
And change my ways
I'll beat myself to death while she sleeps next to me
I wanna free myself from all this misery
I wanna taste the love and life she's given me
But I am my own worst enemy
I try to get some sleep, her arms are over me
I'm staring at the walls, they're closing in on me
The sun bleeds through the blinds, it washes over me
Today's the day I tell myself to set me free
Wanna fly away
And change my ways
I'll beat myself to death while she sleeps next to me
I wanna free myself from all this misery
I wanna taste the love and life she's given me
But I am my own worst enemy
I'll beat myself to death while she sleeps next to me
I wanna free myself from all this misery
I wanna taste the love and life she's given me
But I am my own worst enemy