Painful glowing metal scorches deep my scarred neck - i won't cry
Pain abducts my mind and my view turns into black - i won't die
No blood left in my veins the floor turns red - clench my fist
I suffer for my fate and i do not regret - i resist
I live on starvation, my bones rather thin - go down the drain
My muscles are twitching, perspiration on my skin - need this pain
Chorus:
Life - is not how it seems
I will die - as soon as i get my
Salvation
Agonies of torment make salvation come so near - my divinity
Face to face with death i stand upon my fear - priority
Hundreds of small needles adorn my slender head - i'm the gleam
It is not obscene to have a cuddle with the dead - in your dreams
My own remorse is self mutilation - i intend
This is my opinion to suffer for purgation - initiate my end
Chorus
I need no prayer for my funeral oration - i advice
The sight of my corpse averts my damnation - stigmatize
Torment, over pain to peace - my entity
By carnal agonies i reach my release - is sanctity
Life - in counteance of sin
Remorse for my salvation
Reasons for my behavior are not inconsistent - ash is grey
Decay of my purity that's what i want to prevent - never go astray