The courage it takes to go on
Is hard to believe
I've been totally wrapped up inside
Of this dream
This life of insanity bleeds from this heart of desire
Working as hard as I can to rekindle the fire
Every day feels like the last day that I will survive
I prepare for my funeral as if I knew I would die
Spreading my ashes away just so I could fly
This would be the freedom of my life
'Cause I've been lost for days
Trying to find my way
But I'll be gone today
And this last goodbye is all that I'll say
The courage it takes to face death
Is hard to believe
I've been totally wrapped up inside
Of this dream
I will find peace in my life once this day moves along
No one will miss me with I'm gone