calling upon my heart,
suppression me by ordering,
can't control own mind
can't do it alone
can't remember anything
salvaging me,
salvaging me,
salvaging me,
fighting, tussling, every single moment
is that representing our own hell
am i become self hatred
am i become a slave
how i escape from this parasite
how i relinquish this parasite
this is a mass suppression which impaled
my soul
should i yield the palm to,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
if i keep my eyes closed they will never
& ever find me
a serpent rises in my body
can i away from this eternal nightmare