Mental Discipline - So Many Times (feat. Endanger) Lyrics

Every person has a shield
That covers from the crowd
Our life is a battlefield
All you need is to look around

When there’s nothing to believe
When there’s no one you can trust
Close your heart to keep this feeling inside us

Every morning I wake up
Many bad thoughts in my head
Bleeding heart wants just to stop
But I know it’s not the end

There is nothing I believe
There is no one I can trust
It’s not easy but I don’t want to give up

So many times I washed my hands
With blood of enemies and friends
But now I feel alone
And silence still surrounds me
So many times she held my hand
But I was too blind to understand
Redemption was my way
But now it lies behind me

You will ask once again
Is it possible to live
When there’s no one I can trust
When there’s nothing to believe

You will never understand
The bitter way I live my life
There’s the only thing I know
This way keeps me alive