Hello hi hi my name is mary and i'm an addict
I've been sober now 4.............24 hours
I jus have some issues
I jus took some benzedrine percoset codeine
Dusted up smoked some weed candy flipped
And popped in visine
So my timing may be off i vaporize 2 fuel the cough
Adrenaline is pressuring doctor bring the medicine
Some ketamine vicodin xanax and anthrax
I'm hiding all my needle tracks i'm fighting off heart attacks
Nosebleeds cheap speed shitty weed all seed
Gettin frisky dirty deeds sippin whiskey on my knees
About 2 burn out crooked mouth turned out on anotha bout
I'm chillin in a glass house pourin anotha glass out
I'm goin in my stash now there's nothin i ain't usin
Ghb lsd valium and ecstasy
Pop mescaline with mexicans put ether in my napkin
I've got so many skeletons i'm a chemical reaction
I'm pissed off pissed on express addiction through this song
Half my memory is gone the x in me lets me belong
I can't help but 2 help myself i'm losing my mind i need help
Filling my mind with doubt i'd do anything 2 get out
5 am fully geeked sweat tricklin down my cheek
Mouth bone dry can't even speak the cover girl 4 heroin chic
The enemy inside of me pressures me intentionally
Coke wench tweeker bitch cocktease
Best friend park bench make the switch some of these
A few of them i wake up bent my money spent
How'm i gonna pay my rent
My sugar daddy needs the ends
My dealer is my new best friend
Waking up in strangers' beds with these voices in my head
Drunk slut coke blunts junkie bitch bathroom bumps
Homeless broken out of luck and really jus don't give a fuck
Uneffective unemployed unstable null and void
My vanity has been destroyed the famine keeps me paranoid
Blacked out white lines highballs crooked spine
Comatose overdose took it 2 the borderline
Sirens ambulance doctors cuttin off my pants
Black & blue in icu i've got a 50/50 chance
I can't help but 2 help myself i'm losing my mind i need help
Filling my mind with doubt i'd do anything 2 get out
Fuckin fiend quarantine feed me caffeine nicotine
Trade it 4 some thorazine morphine or dopamine
Itchy veins novocaine stop these voices in my brain
As my muscles start 2 strain help me lord am i insane
Fix me quick suck my dick your counseling makes me sick
Answer me where's my shit tell me what you did with it
I can't stop shaking feel my twitch
I can't stop shaking feel my twitch
I can't stop shaking feel my twitch
I hate u all u fuckin bitch
I can't help but 2 help myself i'm losing my mind i need help
Filling my mind with doubt i'd do anything 2 get out