*Verse 1 *
and he say i dont wanna go to school today
cuz Im tired of these ppl laughin at me
yeah Im tired of niggas laughin at me
Its crazy how we had to fight for our rights just to be free
and Now i gotta fight just to me
and this smile on my face the only way I can block out the pain to make it thru the day
They tell me I should be ashamed of my lifestyle
tell me life live but this the only way I kno how
Dont wanna die but thats the only way I kno out
because this pain the only thing that I kno now
Sometime I feel like, am I even livin right
Thinkin bout the world wonder if we'll ever get it right
sometime i even think about the night when I told em I was gay and for a moment felt so right
Then everything got so wrong, i got stripped of my pride and even tho I had my clothes on
Im feelin worse then ever im gettin laughed at by ppl that u knew forever
And this shit gettin worse too cuz I know what muthafuckas think, but I just wanna be be free I juss wanna be me
*bridge*
Thats What he said to me(2x)
thats what he said (yeah thats what he said) (2x)
*chorus*
P is for the pain that I go thru
R I kno that u dont get it I just hope u can respect it
I is for integrity so ill never be ashamed of
Decicating faith
Every single day
And I dont wanna keep it bottled up inside
So when im down I just show a little pride
Thats what he said to me and Ill never forget it
And I respect it even if I dont get it
*verse 2*
and she say I dont wanna go to school today
Cuz im tired of bitches laughin
I bet she wont be laughin when I smack er
I tell er that im gay she think im fake or sumthin
And everytime I tell a dude in gay he thinkin I got raped or sumthing
Or my last couldnt hit it right
And let me guess u the hottest nigga walkin u can get me right
I juss wanna be me be free
You tell me to be all I can be but the you judgin me
Like it gotta be something wrong too
You ask me why I like girls .... for the same reason dudes do
Cuz it aint nothing like a woman and naw I aint tryna be a man cuz im happy juss how I am
I juss like the way her body feels and when she look me in the eyes she gives me something that I kno is real
And u cant fake that
Aint I dont need no help they just mad bcuz im happy wit myself Sometimes I juss hate they way they look at me
Like im the one thats wrong cuz I dont force myself to look happy
aint nothing wrong wit me
U think im wrong u can get lost
Cuz I aint mad im just pissed off
*bridge*
Thats What she said to me(2x)
thats what she said (yeah thats what he said) (2x)
*chorus*
P is for the pain that I go thru
R I kno that u dont get it I just hope u can respect it
I is for integrity so ill never be ashamed of
Decicating faith
Every single day
And I dont wanna keep it bottled up inside
So when im down I just show a little pride
Thats what he said to me and Ill never forget it
And I respect it even if I dont get it