She looks like an over done up porcelain doll
Her eyes shine like diamonds revealing her soul
She wants all the wonders that time cannot face
In this parody of life we call human race
You sit and watch in silence
Never knowing what nor why
You wait in your contented state
For all your dreams to pass you by
You’re nothing without my touch
Without my love
This grey, cold world so meaningless
Without your taste upon my tongue
Carried over nothing
Someone hear me
And save me from my own embrace
Wanting nothing
Loving only for you
I am watching you are lying in this self-indulgent
Bed which I’ve made for you
Cry for me I hear
Your voices warring over
Everything I am
To you I am nothing
But fuel for your self worth
Walking through shadows, laughing at fears
Wandering blindly speaking through tears
Wanting the love only sadness brings
I’m craving the touch of forbidden things
Internalised torment
Exorcised excrement
Who dares disturb my self-indulgent raving
Carried by fallen dreams
Woken by tortured screams
Hold my heart close to your body I am craving
No one’s forgotten
It’s not love begotten
Barely in moments I recover my mind
Whispers of nothing
Confused I start something
Baring my all to your all-knowing eyes