That's what I scream from my bedroom
Seems like lately now this is all they do
Sayin things like to each other like
"Shut up!" and "I hate you!"
But now every word cuts me deep
Like knives that stab you
I bury my head under the covers 'cause I have to
Drown out just hearin' my mother now tell my dad to
"Get out the house!"
I wonder when I get the bad news
I hate it when they scream loud
And plus when they shout too
I can't stand what I see
And I really hate the sound too
As tears run down my face until I can't do
Nothin' but hope and pray and try to understand too
Guess I'm gonna have to wait and do whatever I can do
See, I lie in bed and shake 'cuz this ain't what I planned to
Go through, plus I'm only 6 years old too
And I miss you so much and I just wanna hold you
but on the day you walked out this is what I told you
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Oh I miss you so much, Mommy please don't go. (4x)
Please don't go
Well you're gone but I see you on the weekends
But you and Dad right now you really ain't speaking
When he drops me off I can just feel the tension
Between you and him, but it's somethin' I don't mention
Sometimes I close my eyes and just start pretendin'
That you're back together and I began to imagine
You both pick me up and hold me tight and I'm laughing
When I open 'em up I realize that never happened
And deep inside my own mind I just feel so sad and
Most the times in the night I just wake up crying
and somethin' ain't right 'cuz at school now I'm fightin'
I wish I was someone else living some other life
I never forget the day, I think I was just nine when
You told me the news that you two was divorcing
I'ma live with you now 'cuz it's the court orders
And I said this to my dad with tears in my eyes that
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Oh I miss you so much, Daddy please don't go (4x)
Please don't go
Well it all changed that year and that one summer
New family, a step-father and a little brother
New neighborhood, new school and a new mother
How am I gonna make it through now I've got to wonder
But outta no where You appeared right there
Placed Your hand on my face and just brushed away the tears
I watched it all fade away You just chased away my fears
Show me all ways for all days that You're always here
You told me no matter what My love would never disappear
It's more than enough You demonstrated that You cared
You shed Your blood for Your son You didn't even spare
You gave Him up for me even though it wasn't even fair
You hung Him on a tree where everybody could stare
And He died so violently, naked and just bloody there
It was all just for me nothing ever could just compare
I think back in the day that I used to just declare that
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Oh I miss you so much, Mommy please don't go. (4x)
Oh I miss you so much, Daddy please don't go. (4x)