Kidneythieves - Landslide Lyrics

I want a landslide, to call my own...
I want to feel it take control.
I want a landslide to call my own
I want to feel it take me up, lose control

I've been thinking way too much for my own good
I've been drinking way too much for my own good

I want a gun to shoot somewhere
I want a knife to slash my wrist
I want a landslide to feel