In December I was cold
I felt like I got swallowed by the trees
January, I was filled with hope
But nothing changed at all, especially me, oh
Lately I've been afraid of myself
Tried some pills but they didn't help
Who can tell anymore how you're supposed to be you
Really anything's true, really anything's gold
If you paint it that way
I'm needing a statement to make so I wrote out my life as a list
Thinking "is this shit all there is?"
In February I was out of luck
Cupid couldn't find my home address
August brought a tender kind of touch
But lust, it soon enough turned to regret
Stupid, I've been abusing my mind
Number than ever, I'm losing the time
And all that I want is to do what's impossible
Heard you got rushed to the hospital
I called but the static was so loud
Now I'm tracing the streets of our hometown
You never know what you'll miss
Till the moment that you're leaving it