Yeah
I've been down and up on myself
Livin' life inside of my shell
I've been tryna' cope with no help
Living life inside my own hell
I've been tryna' find a way out
Wrote these raps to find a new sound
Still don't know what life's all about
And life ain't easy, yo, with these doubts
But I put the mask on, write rap songs
Make hits so I don't feel sad long
I stay strong that's what I do
I tell myself to aspire you
So I stay inside, I put the work in
Dark thoughts still sit there lurkin'
These ones only see the surface
But I'm here for the people that hurtin', like
I don't like to go outside anymore
I stay at home, I don't leave out the door, nah, nah
I don't like to go outside anymore
I stay at home, I b-, I b-, I b-, I been so lonely
On my vibe
I been so lonely
On my vibe
I been so lonely
On my vibe
I been so lonely
On my vibe
I been so lonely, lonely
So, lonely, lonely
So, lonely, lonely
So, lonely, lonely, so
Ay
Still try and shed these chains
Still at this everyday
Still fighting demons
Been behind my back, still schemin'
Try to persevere, they always ear
They keep me down when I have no fear, no more
My life isn't real no more, my life isn't real now
Wait no turnin' back, way too far
Still tryna' make my pain my art
Still tryna' find that bang, that spark
But no-one's here when all my thoughts go dark
So I'm, like this, like that
Soulless when I start to write these tracks
Maybe one day I can travel the map
But right now I've been living the trap, life
I don't like to go outside anymore
I stay at home, I don't leave out the door, nah, nah
I don't like to go outside anymore
I stay at home, I b-, I b-, I b-, I been so lonely
On my vibe
I been so lonely
On my vibe
I been so lonely
On my vibe
I been so lonely
On my vibe
I been so lonely, lonely
So, lonely, lonely
So, lonely, lonely
So, lonely, lonely, so
(I been so lonely, on my vibe
I been so lonely, on my vibe
I been so lonely, on my vibe
I been so lonely, on my vibe
I been so)