J Lethal - Nightmares Of The Bottom (dearth 2) Lyrics

I been running so long, I got winded
I need a second breath, maybe you can lend it
Questions in my life make me pause like a red light
Like how people do you wrong, even when you dead right
Only got two homies, TJ and Kev
Turned my back to the rest 'cause they crooked as nails
You a snail in the race, and I'm a Cheetah
I fuck, don't love, skeet, and then delete her
I smoke another blunt, now I got no worries
When shit gets real that's when the fake niggas scurry, yeah
Sorry but M.O.B is apart of my psychology
Will I ever make it to the top, shit, I don't know, probably
And the way I see it, I'm the only one that's stopping me
A self-made billionaire, shit that's what I'm trying to be
Fuck fucking the world because I'm trying to fuck the universe
I deserve my recognition because my style is just so diverse
Climbing to the top, looking back towards the bottom
Everybody want to be stealthy, well at least until ya spot 'em
Breaking free of this prison cell that I call a mind-state
I eat hooks and kill songs to increase the crime rate
Yeah, nightmares of the bottom
Everybody got 'em, you don't got 'em like I got 'em though
If it's about the future, I don't even want to know
I live life, proceed, progress, I'm tryin' to grow like a flower grow
Even in the dungeon, I will glow
Because I step up to the mic and make the beat start to decompose
I rise above pressure, yeah I rap all the time
But I think it's kind of sad how you niggas won't even get that line
I'm wasting my time, I'm ahead of my time
Find yo' passion, rap is mine
If time is of the essence, you won't ever catch me wasting mine
Just like a fine wine, I'm getting better with time
Niggas expecting me to fall but I am too in my prime
And I crop the bullshit out, just like a picture
Only focused on the spotlight because I can see it's getting bigger
When it's all said and done, they will say that I am Legendary
First in my division, no such thing as secondary
If I said that's it's gone happen, best believe it's gonna happen
Got no plan B for this shit so I gotta make it rapping
Don't worry 'bout me, 'cause I do this
You niggas on some blonde shit, that mean you clueless
My pain is in the past, I'm focused on the present ya'll
No matter what they say, I stand tall and proceed to ball