Infernal Chaos - I Wonder If I Can Face Myself With Trueness Lyrics

Staying in the darkness
Waiting for an endless
Facing the mirror and raising up my wounded hands
Nothing's change
Nothing's change

I wonder if I can face myself with trueness
Instead of betraying my soul

A never erased mark
Stays in their sight
I fled to my hole
Swallow fears and horror

There is no connecting between the soul and body
But I have used to this pain
My faintness heart beat
Had already miss the beat
I know this is the way it will be
The reflection of your compassion is only a sight of darkness
It's a never-ending process for me to bear this imparity
I tried to scrape this spot on me
Try to feel the joy of life that always without me

I wonder if I can face myself with trueness
Instead of betraying my soul
I wonder if I can face others with bravery
Instead of betraying my soul