I can't even look at you
You make fun of me for crying.
Well I guess I do that a lot these days
But I'm risking everything I have
To love you
To be with you.
I open myself up and tell you all my deepest secrets
But I wonder if you ever hear them.
'Cause I really love you
And now I even like you.
But when you pulled away from me
That's a place I'd rather not be.
So please forgive me
You beautiful man.
I know the good days
Were the best we ever had.
But when the dark side comes
And you bring in the cold.
Baby, that's just the winter
Where I can't go.
So you come to me
And you ask me to hold you.
And I did.
I shed every layer of my skin.
I let you in.
I saw beauty in the demons
And adventure in the stars.
And I let my imagination
Run way too far.
And I really love you
But I can't even reach you.
Infatuated with your face
'Til you go to that silent place.
So you know how it is:
Things are perfect today.
Do our memories deceive us
Maybe we look the other way?
Oh, what's happening to me?
I'm supposed to be independent.
What's hapenning to me?
I said I would never settle in.
But I really love you
And I can't ever reach you.
Maybe we're not meant to be
'Cause I can't lose myself, you see.
So please forgive me
You beautiful man.
I know the good days
Were the best we ever had.
So please forgive me
You beautiful man.
I know it's not exactly
What you had planned.
When the dark side comes
And you bring in the cold