All I've longed for faded away
Count me out now, I cannot stay
I'm so astray
Can't walk on these lands of gray
If I can't just fire at will
Shoot myself, my gun standing still
My choice is to scream it out loud
Bullet-words - shoot out - around
My world's coming down
Apart
My hope's coming down
Apart
My soul's crumbling down
Apart
My mind's breaking down
My guts / My veins
Myself / I'm done
No way out of my mind's shaded land
I cannot escape or leave behind these darkened flames
Should I give in and fade to black?
Or just to breathe in, try to pull through?
My walls closing in
Scream out
Myself caving in
Breathe out
This knife cutting in
Rip out
This death fencing in
My head / My life
My hands / My death
Hear me out now
No one can help me now
My guts - spilling out
My veins - carving out
Myself - freaking out
I'm done - count me out
My head - clearing out now
My life - wrecked out now
My hands - reaching out now
My death - fight it out now
Cast this life away from me
So I can go on free from this shaded land