I should be living the dream
But I'm livin' with a security team
And that ain't gonna change, no
I got a paranoia in me
And you wouldn't believe
Everything that I seen, no
Comin' apart at the seams
And no one around me knows
Who I am, what I'm on
Who I've hurt and where they've gone
I know that I've done some wrong
But I'm tryna make it right
To the one I love, paint me wrong
Give me a light now (Oh-oh)
You know that I love you
But I'm still learnin' to love myself
(To love my-, to love my-, to love my-)
I'm still learnin' to love myself
(To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) Yeah, yeah
I should be livin' the dream
But I go home and I got no self-esteem (No)
You think I'm swimmin' in green
But it's passed around my family tree
No man wants to really commit
Intimidated 'cause I get paid and shit
In the crowd, you're readin' my lips
But no one around me knows
Who I am, what I'm on
Who I've hurt and where they've gone
I know that I've done some wrong
But I'm tryna make it right
The same mistakes on and on
To all my friends, I'm sorry for
You know that I love you
But I'm still learnin' (I'm still learnin') to love myself
(To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) Yeah, yeah
But I'm still learnin' (I'm still learnin') to love myself (To love myself)
(To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) Yeah, yeah (Oh, oh)
Oh, I try and I try to remember sometimes
If I breathe, it's alright, but some thing's don't change
But I'm still learnin' (I'm still learnin') to love myself (To love myself)
(To love my-, to love my-, to love myself)
Who I am, what I'm on
Who I've hurt and where they've gone
I know that I've done some wrong
But I'm tryna make it right
To the one I love, paint me wrong
Give me a light now (To the ones I love)
To the ones I love
But I'm still learnin' to love myself
(To love my-, to love my-, to love my-) Yeah, yeah
I'm still learnin' (I'm still learnin') to love myself (To love myself)
(To love my-, to love my-, to love my-, ooh)
And I try and I try to remember sometimes
If I breathe, it's alright, but some thing's don't change
I'm still learnin' (I'm still learnin') to love myself (I'm still learning)
To love myself, tryna love myself