In confusion
I never knew how you felt about me
My devotion - now I guess you'll never see it
My love to you will never be - recognized
You saw me as a liar - a god damn liar
Fooling your emotions
Enjoying my deceptions
Now I am left to rot
Left with nothing but hatred
Relieved of pain, yet suffering
In the shadow of your soul - I rot
Enslaved by addiction to pain
I'm alway suffering
Possessed by a lust to hurt myself and others
Humiliating mentality
With a grasp of verbal superiority
The demons in your head
You gave 'em all to me
In the shadow of your soul
The key to my freedom lies
Buried down next to your casket
I'll never be free until I die