Blinded by your own selfishness
You didnt notice my pain
Occupied with all your craves
I loved you, only in vain
You feed me false hopes
From the palm of your hand
I cant believe I adored you
But those hopes ran through your fingers like sand
Slipping, Im slipping from consciousness
Please, pretty dark, take away the mental pain
Replace it with the pain of the flesh
Leave Me Be, Im nothing but a empty shell, filled with pain
Im not afraid, but I want to flee
Leave Me Burn, to pretend you care would only be in vain
How long will you keep the act up?
Leave Me Hurt, Leave me Hurt~
In a second, you disappeared
Leaving me with nothing, but
A mashup of these feelings
This is exactly what I feared
You promised to always love me, or was that false words?
I know you lied to me, I know how it hurts
But nevertheless, I love the pain it keeps me alive
So show me, cruel world, how much of my sanity Ill be able to lose
How many lies I have to go through, through your abuse
Will I wake up to your smile, or will you wake by your nightly whore?
Im tired of your games, but Ill play along till my soul is sore.
Ill pretend not to notice, when you come home in the close from yesterday you wore. Give me the pain, og give me more
Hit me, please, I need prove Im still living, Prove it with your beating.
You wont tell anyone! No I wont, cause the pain is addicting.
So Ill fight these battles, unsatisfied, until my excistence is deceiving.
I must admit though its not all to your blame
I played with the fire, cause I love the pretty flames
But those flames turned into strong fire, and caused my suicide
Let them burn
Leave Me Be, Im nothing but a empty shell, filled with pain
Im not afraid, but I want to flee
Leave Me Burn, to pretend you care would only be in vain
How long will you keep the act up?
Leave Me Hurt, Leave me Hurt~
Leave Me Be, Im nothing but a empty shell, filled with pain
Im not afraid, but I want to flee
Leave Me Burn, to pretend you care would only be in vain
How long will you keep the act up?
Leave Me Hurt, Leave me Hurt~