Faith in me that's wanting, I don't want to live this way
The ghosts that will chase me forever
And I remember, the things that were both good and bad
And why we let it slip away
And the things that made me angry, raged a war of attrition inside my head
Things that changed me forever, and I have tried to be the best I thought I could
There must have been another way
There is another way I still believe
And this thing it didn't kill me, but it hurts like hell when you're getting strong
I should go lift a mountain, and I have felt it curled up inside
Behind a wall, tired of waiting to be free
There is another way I still believe
There is another way There is one
Whatever
So I'm alone now once again
So much to offer but a lack of expression
I could have helped you help yourself
Instead I did it all for you, and still you left
For all that you've given, All that is taken
From out of this dream I'll surely awaken
With ice cold breath and a scream of pain
Did you hear me when I called your name?
I stand alone in my mind again, my own worst friend to everyone
I tell you that I know you know, and if you don't, I can't help you see
What it has done to me
But I still believe, that this is not the way
It's supposed to be, I believe
I still feel the way I touched you, I still feel the way you broke my heart
Now I can't eat and I can't sleep, and I can't think
Why can't I keep my heart intact, when it bursts the seam
My true blood running down my sleeve
There was one