I was the one you used to write about
But you don't give a fuck about me now
And it's you who I always think about
But where are you now
Because I'm poison I'm a chemical
But I'm not the kind you like
Either way your bones decay & skin fall
Will break you down faster than our fight
So fuck it I'll be numb pouring champagne
Pull myself apart 'cause I'm in pain
I'm falling down until you catch me
I think about you when I can't sleep
Fuck feelings I don't need them anyway
Put myself together 'cause I'm in pain
Never needed you in my dreams
Do you think about me when you can't sleep
I'm just a mess I'm a massacre
You don't need that anymore
I would have followed you anywhere
I've been to hell and back and yeah I call it home
Because you're a poison you're a danger
And I can't be what you like
Yeah now you're just a stranger
But can you just lay here for a while
So fuck it I'll be numb pouring champagne
Pull myself apart 'cause I'm in pain
I'm falling down until you catch me
I think about you when I can't sleep
Fuck feelings I don't need them anyway
Put myself together 'cause I'm in pain
Never needed you in my dreams
Do you think about me when you can't sleep
I'm broken and you're bored of me
Burnt my lungs so I could breathe
You know I do this all for you
But now I just bleed
Because I'm tearing at my skin
I can't be what you like
Yeah now you are just a monster
Breaking me down with every bite
So fuck it I'll be numb pouring champagne
Pull myself apart 'cause I'm in pain
I'm falling down until you catch me
I think about you when I can't sleep
Fuck feelings I don't need them anyway
Put myself together 'cause I'm in pain
Never needed you in my dreams
Do you think about me when you can't sleep