And just one moment is all I ask for
Just one star between us
And just one second now
Some perfect clarity
And eighty hours alone
And I swore to God that I wouldnt cry
And I swore to you I cant see
How its anything more than a lie
And all these years
I wont ever let them go
And all my fears
They'll break me down down so low
And ill be missin you
For a lifetime
But eighteen years were better than none
Until the sun comes for me
To turn to dust
So I'll get on to finding
Why shes always inside out
And I've always found it easy
To hide these thoughts of mine
A collapsing state of mind
I'll sink to where thoughts cant find me
And I swore to God that I wouldnt cry
And I swore to you I cant see
How its anything more than a lie
And all these years
I wont ever let them go
And all my fears
They'll break me down down so low
And I'll be missin you
For a lifetime
But eighteen years were better than none
Until the sun comes for me to turn
To turn
And we all hurt
And time heals nothing at all
Decisions made and they cut me off
From all ive ever known
And I cant think
No I cant breathe
I cant be what I want to with this weight on me
Wish I had selective amnesia
To keep you away from me
But I'll be missin you
For a lifetime
But eighteen years are better than none
Until the sun comes for me
To turn to dust