All the long years I tried to
bear your small acts of forgiveness.
I was there only to ease your loneliness.
I cried all the tears
only to see how all started to fall.
I tried to lift you up
when it was time to end it all
(It's) so hard to find, a reason to go on
I could die for you, not because of you
So hard to find, a reason for this all
I'd rather lose you all, before you make me crawl
After all these years I still
miss your small acts of forgiveness.
I couldn't be there to fill your emptiness.
No words can ever heal your
forever lost respect.
All that I can do is to learn
how to forgive and forget
(It's) so hard to find, a reason to go on
I could die for you, not because of you
So hard to find, a reason for this all
I'd rather lose you all, before you make me crawl