Burning Jet Black - My Own Ghost Is Haunting Me Lyrics

Lying in my bed at 2PM
Find it hard to listen to my family or my friends
While begging for their money
Speeding with no cause just a heartbroken man
Asking for assistance with another failing plan
I've got my own ghost haunting me

I've got a monkey on my back
Cannot tie him up or tame him
He never learned to act
But found success in entertainment
Dare I try to name him
Dare I try to name him

And I'm never breaking free
I've got my own ghost, he's haunting me

Poison in my veins destroying every meaning
With every pretty girl comes that sinking feeling
I'm gonna bleed for nothing
Always looking out for old number one
Yet I can't forget he holds the trigger to my gun
I've got my own ghost haunting me

I've got a monkey on my back
Cannot tie him up or tame him
He never learned to act
But found success in entertainment
Dare I try to name him
Dare I try to name him

And I'm never breaking free,
I've got my own ghost, he's haunting me